Change what you can!

Isn't it weird when all you really wanna do at the moment is change your life completely but you're too afraid to do it? You're afraid to fail, even if that's what life is about. You fail, you try again, you fail again, you try even harder. If it's worth the risk you then take the fall, right?!

But why is it so hard sometimes? You realize that you're not doing what you're supposed to do but you know the people around you are proud of what you do. They don't realize that it doesn't make you happy. That deep inside you know you shouldn't do it, but you do anyway. It makes them happy and you wanna see them happy even though you're not. Isn't it weird? Shouldn't your own happiness be more important than the happiness of other people? It's your life.

What are you more afraid of: To fail or to know that they're not proud of you anymore?

There's always time to change it all. Try over again. Make mistakes and fail. You just need to remember how to stand up again and try harder. How to do it all over again. You don't need a Plan B if your Plan A is good. You live the life, not the others. If you don't do what makes you happy, there's no sense in making them happy. What an awful way to spend your life unhappy with the people around you being happy about things that make you sad. People will give you shit no matter what you do in life. Show people that you actually can do everything they always told you you can't. Show them that sometimes things need time to work out good. Show them that you're strong enough to try over again and don't give up.

It's easy to say but hard to actually do all that. But why? Why do we do things that frustrate us? That make us disappointed in ourselves? That let us doubt everything we've done so far?

We need people to believe in us but what if you're too afraid of your own plans to tell anyone? You're afraid of their reaction. You're afraid that they will talk you out of it.

If no one believes in you, you have to believe in yourself. If no one helps you try it, you gotta try it yourself. Don't live for other people's happiness. Change what you need to change. Change what you can. Take the risk when you know it'd be worth the fall!